and i dont know how i knew it
but i knew it somehow
your'e the answer to the question
no one's answered 'til now
and i dont know what you see
what you see in me
but girl it's nothing to
what i see in you
** stars that glisten
lips for kissin'
honey listen, it's true
no one ever loved you better
i love you honey
and i've known a girl or two
and none of them was you
and they will never be
what you are to me
**

Currently listening to: simply jesse- rex smith
Currently feeling: PFFT!
Posted by onceuponatime on March 13, 2006 at 07:10 PM | make a wish

i found this while blog hopping. credits go to the one who posted it, i don't want to mention names. you know who you are. if you posted this in your blog, then it's you. whaahaha. it's a very nice poem. very, very nice. anyway, haba ng intro.

YESTERDAY
By: Dr. Frank Crane



I am Yesterday. I am gone from you forever.

I am the last of a long procession of days, streaming behind you, away from you, pouring into mist and obscurity, and at last into the ocean of oblivion.

Each of us have our burden, of triumph, of defeat, of laughter, of bitterness; we bear our load from you into forgetfulness; yet as we go we each leave something in your subconsciousness.

We fill your soul's cellar.

I depart from you, yet am I ever with you.

Once I was called Tomorrow and was virgin pure; then I became your spouse and was named Today; now I am Yesterday and carry upon me the eternal stain of your embrace.

I am one of the leaves of a growing book. There are many pages before me. Someday you shall turn us all over and read us and know what you are.

I am pale, for I have no hope. Only memories.

I am rich, for I have wisdom.

I bore you a child and left him with you. His name is Experience.

You do not like to look at me. I am not pretty. I am majestic, fateful, serious.

You do not love my voice. It does not speak to your desires; it is cool and even and full of prudence.

I am Yesterday; yet I am the same as Today and Forever for I AM YOU; and you cannot escape from yourself.

Sometimes I talk with my companions about you. Some of us carry the scars of your cruelty. Some the wretchedness of your crime. Some the beauty of your goodness. We do not love you. We do not hate you. We judge you.

We have no compassion; only Today has that.

We have no encouragement for you; only Tomorrow has that.

We stand at the front door of the past, welcoming the single file of days that pass through, watching Tomorrows becoming Todays and then enter among us.

Little by little we suck out your life, as vampires. As you grow older we absorb your thought. You turn to us more and more, less and less toward Tomorrow.

Our snows cumber your back and whiten your head. Our icy waters put out your passions. Our exhalations dim your hopes. Our many tombstones crowd into your landscape. Our dead loves, burnt-out enthusiasms, shattered dream-houses, dissolved illusions, move to you, surround you.

Tomorrows come unnoticed. Todays slip by unheeded. More and more you become a creature of Yesterdays.

Ours are banquet halls full of wine-soaked tablecloths, broken vessels, wilted roses.

Ours are empty churches where aspirations were, where only ghosts are.

Ours are ghastly Pompeiian streets, rich galleons a hundred fathoms deep, genealogical lists of sonorous names, mummies in museums, fragmentary pillars of battered temples, inscriptions on bricks of Nineveh, huge stone gates standing amidst the tropical landscape of Yucatan, Etruscan wine jars now dry and empty forever.

From us comes that miasma of inertia that holds humanity in thrall; from us comes the strength of war-makers, monarchs, and all the privileged.

We reach up long, sinewy, graw arms of custom and traditon, to choke Today and impede Tomorrow.

We are the world's Yesterdays. If you knew enough to put your feet upon us might rise rapidly. But when you let us ride one, your backs we strangle and smother you.

I am Yesterday. Learn to look me in the face, to use me, and not to be afraid of me.

I am not your friend. I am your judge---and your fear.

Tomorrow is your friend.

 

 

 

Currently listening to: tonight-tvxq
Currently feeling: pfft! stressed-out
Posted by onceuponatime on March 10, 2006 at 08:04 PM | make a wish

why do i feel like i keep on falling for the wrong guy? why, oh why?

why do i find it hard to get over someone who didn't actually become a part of my life?

why do i even like those people even though i'm certain that they wouldn't "like" me back.

why do i still care even though i know that you don't give a damn about me.

why is it that you're the only one i see when you don't even take the time to notice me.

why is it that i can't just drop my feelings for you, when it's so easy for you to shatter mine.

why, oh why did i always have to be this stupid girl who always fall when there's no one to catch her?

STUPID!

---> dedicated to all my loves and crushes dahil ayko nang magmahal muli!  

pra syo:

now this is real, wla n kong pki kung mbsa mo, ngaun lng ako ng-sulat ng gn2. stupid tlga. now i'm ready to let go. wahaha. sana sumaya n ko! 

Currently watching: ocean's twelve
Currently feeling: no man, no cry!
Posted by onceuponatime on February 20, 2006 at 06:31 PM | 1 wishes granted

i feel depressed that so many tragedies happened these past few days. i feel really sad about what happened in leyte. so many poor souls, no one was ready. it's just so sad. but i'm very thankful for those people from different parts of the world who are helping us in recovering the bodies of the residents. i saw it in the news that there were people from taiwan, japan, US, spain. i want to be just like them. what's sad about it is that i can't do anything. i want to help but i can't. being this person that i am, i feel worthless. if only i had powers. i feel like i don't have the right to enjoy when there people suffering, there is a whole town buried in leyte and i can't do anything. actually, no one can do anything about it. even if they dug up the whole town, the people would all be dead. then another tragedy happened, manang, our neighbor died. it's just so sad, she had been sick for a long time but i didn't actually saw this coming. i was "szjhocked". now their whole family will be moving to the province because there would be no reason to stay here. i can't help but think n "prang kailan lng..."

"GANUN TLGA ANG BUHAY, WLA N TYONG MGGWA" sbi ni mama.

such a bitter thought... but very true.

Currently listening to: miss you- aaliyah
Currently feeling: melancholy
Posted by onceuponatime on February 20, 2006 at 05:55 PM | make a wish

there are 4 songs I found really amazing these past few days, i just wanna share it:

Take a bow by Madonna

Take a bow, the night is over
This masquerade is getting older
Light are low, the curtains down
There's no one here
[There's no one here, there's no one in the crowd]
Say your lines but do you feel them
Do you mean what you say when there's no one around [no one around]
Watching you, watching me, one lonely star
[One lonely star you don't know who you are]

I've always been in love with you [always with you]
I guess you've always known it's true [you know it's true]
You took my love for granted, why oh why
The show is over, say good-bye
Say good-bye [bye bye], say good-bye

Make them laugh, it comes so easy
When you get to the part
Where you're breaking my heart [breaking my heart]
Hide behind your smile, all the world loves a clown
[Just make 'em smile the whole world loves a clown]
Wish you well, I cannot stay
You deserve an award for the role that you played [role that you played]
No more masquerade, you're one lonely star
[One lonely star and you don't know who you are]

Say good-bye [bye bye], say good-bye

All the world is a stage [world is a stage]
And everyone has their part [has their part]
But how was I to know which way the story'd go

How was I to know you'd break
[You'd break, you'd break, you'd break]
You'd break my heart
I've always been in love with you
[I've always been in love with you]
Guess you've always known
You took my love for granted, why oh why
The show is over, say good-bye
(chorus)
Say good-bye [bye bye], say good-bye
Say good-bye

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Astro by Radioactive sago project

Para sa tunay na lalaki
Para sa tunay na lalaking hindi natatakot
Para sa tunay na lalaking hindi natatakot tumalon sa
Bangin
Para sa tunay na lalaking lumalangoy sa salamin

Swabe at mabango
Wag nang mag atubili
Bumili na kayo
Eto na ang totoo
Eto na ang totoo

Para sa tunay na lalaking lumilipad at lumulutang
Para sa tunay na lalaking nagsi swimming sa kalawakan
Para sa tunay na lalaking kumakanta at niroromansa ang
Buwan
Para sa tunay na lalaking kumakain ng kuwan

Swabe at mabango
Wag nang mag atubili
Bumili na kayo
Eto na ang totoo
Eto na ang totoo

Dahil eto na
Eto na ang
Astro
Astro cigarette
Astro
Astro cigarette

Pagkatapos mong kumain magyosi ka
Pagkatapos mong magyosi matulog ka
Mahimbing ka, managinip ka
Mangarap ka, lumipad ka

Kagabi napanood ko sa tv
Ang aking paboritong artista
Ang idol ko
Ang sabi nya sakin
Bumili ka ng astro cigarettes
Nagbebenta siya ng ilusyon
Nagbebenta siya ng panaginip
Nagbebenta siya ng pangako
Pangakong lumulutang na parang usok
Na galing sa isang malupit
At mabango at swabeng-swabe
At umaapoy na astro cigarettes

Swabe at mabango
Wag nang mag atubili
Bumili na kayo
Eto na ang totoo
Eto na ang totoo

Isang araw sa palengke
Sa dumaguete nakakita ako
Ng astro cigarettes
Bumili ako ng isang pakete
Sumakay ng tricycle
Papunta sa buwan at nagsindi
Nagsindi, nagrelax, nag enjoy
Hinithit ang ang isang buong pakete
Binuksan ang mata
At nagdancing dancing sa ibabaw ng mga planeta

Swabe at mabango
Wag nang mag atubili
Bumili na kayo
Eto na ang totoo
Eto na ang totoo

Dahil eto na
Eto na ang
Astro
Astro cigarette
Astro
Astro cigarette

Let's go!

Eto na ang
Astro
Astro cigarette
Astro
Astro cigarette...

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Alaala ni batman by Radioactive sago project

Ano ba yun…
Bale, 1986 nung una kong nakilala si Batman. Wala pang ABS-CBN nun.
Sa BBC2 pa nun eh, panahon ni Marcos na malapit nang mamatay. Wala
rin si Kris Aquino, wala pa si Boy Abunda. Sikat pa si German Moreno
nun eh. Sabi ko, "Shit! Ang galing nito ah." Natulala ako nang una
kong napanood si Batman. "Shit! Ang galing nito." sabi ko sa sarili
ko. "Ang galing galing galing galing ng itsura ni Batman. Parang
kinatam ang mukha. Ang galing ng costume. Umuumbok ang dibdib pero
hindi pa rin bakat ang utong. At, ang galing ng gadgets niya, ang
gara ng kotse, ang ganda ng bahay, ang galing-galing mag-Ingles, ang
galing mangarate. Actually, pulbos nga lahat ng kalaban niya eh.
Palagi ko siyang pinapanood nang tuwing hapon. Palagi akong
nakikipag-away sa katulong namin dahil gusto niyang manood ng Lotlot
and Friends at saka That's Entertainment. Pero ako, isa lang talaga
ang gusto kong panoorin – siya ring na idol na idol na idol na idol
ko talaga (Idooool!).

Bale, idol na idol na idol na idol na idol ko talaga si Batman. Di
bale na si Robin. Ayoko si Robin kasi parang bading. Ano kaya ang
relasyon nila ni Batman? Pero, idol ko talaga si Batman nun. Palagi
ko siyang dinodrawing. Palagi ko siyang ginagaya. Lahat ng mga bagay
na Batman gusting-gusto ko at meron ako. Yung t-shirt ko Batman.
Yung lunch box ko, Batman. Yung pencil case ko, yung panyo,
sumbrero, yung toothbrush, yung brief ko, lahat yun Batman. Mahal na
mahal ako ng tatay ko kasi kahit mahirap lang kami palagi niya akong
binibili ng mga Batman na bagay. Pero minsan, gusto ko talaga ng
Batmobile na laruan. Nagpabili ako sa kanya, sabi ko "Tay, bili mo
naman ako ng batmobile o." Pero, kakadaing lang niya sa trabaho nun,
at wala daw siyang pera. Kasi kasali yata sa unyon, at wala siyang
ticket line kaya yun, natanggal. Kaya gumawa na lang siya ng tarak-
tarak na lata ng sardinas at binutasan na lang at kinabitan ng
tansan at dun ko nalaman ang ibig sabihin ng pagmamahal.

At paglumipas na ang mga taon na si Batman ay tuluyan nang naglaho
mula sa aking alaala. Ngunit sa isang madilim na sulok ng aking
kamalayan, alam kong naroon pa rin si Batman - isang tahimik na
aninong nakabalabal sa dilim at misteryo sa loob ng aking utak at
kwarto. At mula noon ay nag-iba na nga ang ihip ng hangin, nagulo na
ang ikot ng mundo, kumupas na ang kulay ng buhay, dumaan ang mga
kasintahan, ang mga asawa, ang mga taong akala mo'y kaibigan pero
yun pala'y tarantado, mga artistang araw-araw napapanood sa TV na
mga bobo, mga pulitikong bobo, mga trabahong maliit lang ang
suweldo, isang milyong limpak na mga problema, isang bahada ng mga
hinanakit sa mundong hinagpis. Hindi ko na matagalan. Hindi ko na
matiis. Hindi ko na kaya.

Ngayon, hindi ko na talaga kaya! Hindi ko na talaga kaya! Hindi ko
na kaya! May narinig akong putok na nasa kaibuturan ng aking utak.
Bumigay na ang tali! Sumabog na ang bulkan! Nabasag na ang pula!
Kaya ngayon, isang madilim na madilim na gabi, ako ay narito na sa
tuktok ng isang mataas na mataas na building sa Ayala. Ang sarap ng
hangin na umihip-ihip sa aking kapa. Nakataas ang aking mga kamay!
Nakataas na ang aking mga kamay! Malapit na akong lumipad! Malapit
na akong lumipad! Malapit na akong lumipad! Lipad, Batman, lipad!
Lumipad ka! Lumipad ka! Lumipad ka papuntang langit! Lumipad ka!
Lumipad ka! Nakataas ang aking mga kamay, nakataas na ang aking mga
kamay!

Eh pero, bigla kong naisip hindi naman pala lumilipad si Batman,
diba? Hindi naman pala lumilipad si Batman. Hindi naman pala
lumilipad si Batman. Kaya paalam, malupit na mundo. Paalam, mahal.
Paalam po, inay, itay, kuya, ate, lolo, lola, paalam po. Lolo sa
tuhod, paalam po. Lola sa siko, paalam po. Bantay, paalam. Muning,
paalam. Ewan ko kung sinong magpapakain sa inyo. Paalam po, Aling
Tekla. Paalam po, Mang Gorio. At saka ko na lang po babayaran yung
sukang inutang ko sa inyo. Paalam, Jun-jun. Paalam, Bong-bong, Ba-
bye Rose, Hoy! Ba-bye, Ba-bye, Baby. Ba-bye, Pablo…

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Gusto ko ng baboy by Radioactive sago project

Yeah! Radioactive Sago Project's in the house!
Let's go!
Babeh!
We're gonna bring it down
C'mon, c'mon
Eto na, pare

 

Gusto ko ng baboy. Gusto ko ng baboy.
Gusto ko ng ba, ba, baboy, pare, gusto ko,
Gusto ko ng baboy. Gusto ko ng baboy.
Gusto ko ng ba, ba, baboy man!

 

Alam n'yo, bata palang ako mahilig na talaga ako sa baboy.
Lagi ako nagpapabili sa nanay ko ng baboy.
Sabi ko, "Ma, bili mo ako ng baboy. Yung cute. Yung pink. Yung maliit. Yung may ribbon sa leeg."
Sabi ng nanay ko, "Bakit mo gusting magpabili ng baboy, anak?"
Sabi ko, "Dadalin ko sa eskwela. Kasi nay, lahat ng tao mahilig sa baboy. Malay mo, pag nakita ng teachers ko yung baboy, matuwa sila kasi gusto nila ng baboy eh. Baka bigyan pa ako ng mataas na grado."
Sabi ng nanay ko, "Hindi mo pwede dalhin ang baboy sa eskwela, anak! Baka magkalat lang yan dun."
Sabi ko, "Nay, hindi mo ako naiintindihan.Buo ang loob ko, dadalin ko sa es-kwe-la."

 

Kaya
Gusto ko ng baboy. Gusto ko ng baboy.
Gusto ko ng ba, ba, baboy, pare, gusto ko,
Gusto ko ng baboy. Gusto ko ng baboy.
Gusto ko ng ba, ba, baboy man!

 

Kaya, nung lumaki na 'ko, hindi parin nawala ang hilig ko sa baboy.
Palagi ako nagtratrabaho para makabili ng baboy.
Minsan nga, nagagalit na sa akin yung asawa ko dahil puro baboy, baboy, baboy na lang daw ang nasa utak ko.
Sabi niya, "Walanghiya ka, puro ka na lang baboy, baboy, baboy, ang payat-payat mo naman!"
Sabi ko, "Walanghiya ka rin, hindi mo 'ko naintindihan. Baboy ang kailangan ng katawan ko. Baboy ang kailangan ng katawan mo. Baboy ang kailangan ng katawan nating lahat. Hindi mo ba alam, ang nagpapatakbo ng mundo ay baboy, baboy, baboy. Hindi mo ba alam, Diyos mo ay baboy. Baboy. Tama. Diyos natin ang baboy."

 

Kaya
Gusto ko ng baboy. Gusto ko ng baboy.
Gusto ko ng ba, ba, baboy, pare, gusto ko,
Gusto ko ng baboy. Gustong gusto ko ng baboy.
Gusto ko ng ba, ba, baboy man!

 

Let's sow.. (2x)

 

Kaya
Gusto ko ng baboy. Gusto ko ng baboy.
Gusto ko ng ba, ba, baboy, pare, gustong,
Gusto ko ng baboy. Gusto ko ng baboy.
Gusto ko ng ba, ba, baboy, pare, gusto ko,
Gusto ko ng baboy. Gusto ko ng baboy.
Gusto ko ng ba, ba, baboy, pare, gusto ko,
Gusto ko ng baboy. Gustong gusto ko ng baboy.
Gusto ko ng ba, ba, baboy man!

 

'Lam n'yo, maraming klaseng baboy sa mundo.
May baboy na maliit, may baboy na medium-size, may baboy na extra large, pero kahit anong gawin nila, baboy pa rin sila.
Pare-pareho lang mga baboy na yan.
Kahit anong sukat.. may baboy na dilaw, may baboy na asul, may baboy na pula, may baboy na puti, may baboy na pink, may baboy na green, may baboy na violet, may baboy na orange, pero kahit anong kulay mga yan, baboy pa rin ang mga yan!
May baboy na matalino, may baboy na bobo, may baboy na macho.
May baboy na seksi, may baboy na bakla, may baboy na mahirap, may baboy na mayaman.
Mas baboy ka pag mayaman ka. may baboy na businessman, may baboy na musikero, may baboy na makata, may baboy na basketball player, may baboy na baranggay tanod, may baboy na konsehal, may baboy na mayor, may baboy na congressman, may baboy na pulis, may baboy na teacher na nagtuturo ng kung anu-anong klaseng kababuyan.
Kaya wala na tayong magagawa, wala na tayong magagawa.
Napapaligiran tayong lahat ng baboy!
Teka, pag-isipan natin 'to!
Baka, ako baboy, siya, baboy.
Ikaw, baboy. 'yun, baboy.
'Di kaya... BABOY TAYONG LAHAT!

 

Kaya
Ayoko na ng baboy, ayoko na ng baboy,
Ayoko na ng ba, ba, baboy, biik,
Ayoko na ng baboy, ayoko na ng baboy,
Ayoko na ng ba, ba, baboy man!

-----------------------------------------

 

kelan ko lang na-realize na ang galing pala ng radioactive sago project, they are so amazing. at first, i didn't pay much attention to them because i thought that their music was weird because it really is, well not exactly weird but different from the others. but when i listened carefully to the lyrics of the songs. i was like "OMG, ang galing nila!". the songs were like a combination of humor, sensibility and reality. ang galing. i love them.

the song by madonna struck me bacause it reminded me of the world, the society, a fake, a fraud. like what donna said to me back then, the masquerade we played. it's really hard to play a part that is not really you, we can't be different just for you. Yes, the world is a stage and everyone has a character to portray but it was never said that you can't chose which play to be in. you can be in be in macbeth, you can be in hamlet, you can be in romeo and juliet for all you know. what i mean is, you can always always choose a character which will be easy for you to portray which is YOURSELF. why wear a mask, and be a fool like the others when you can be barenaked with the people who accepts you for who you are. BAKIT PIPILIING MAGING PLASTIC EH MAS MAHIRAP NGA YUN. PARA SAKIN TANGA ANG MGA GUSTONG MAHIRAPAN.

wahahah, walng kwenta n nman ang mga sinasabi ko.  

Currently watching: arirang news... wahahah
Currently feeling: wala lang
Posted by onceuponatime on December 29, 2005 at 02:04 PM | make a wish
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